umeanthing21

It's 3am, cold outside. I woke up from my sleep, saw you in my dreams again... why am i secretly falling apart? lying on my bed i thought. I wish i was courageous enough to tell you that i want you to hold me close, tell me how much you care. I miss your random texts telling me what do you want to do to me, that how you love my lumps i hate the most. I miss the way you used to call me beautiful, that i miss your calm and heavy breaths which melt my ears making me feel all those things you have on your mind... how much i want to kiss your collar bones... want to hear your voice which sounds like a lullaby, whispering my name on purpose because

You're running in my bloodstream, your touch, your hugs, your kisses, killing me slowly... the scent of your body It drives me crazy... I'm addicted, i breathe you in your love is the poison i ardor. can i consume you like an antidote baby? cuz I'm slowly fading away...

I didn't want you to go, didn't want you to leave... It was just the pain on the tip of my tongue,from biting it everytime i couldn't say what i mean... But you could stay you know... you could resist, you could fight against my will. You could say you don't want to leave, You could say you won't let go...

we might be thousands of miles apart. but remember my love, the distance won't change my heart...